You've Changed.

I was going to make an "it's going to be alright" playlist, but then I realized most of the songs were only applicable to me, so now I'm making a "You've changed" playlist. (Obviously inspired by the first paragraph of Crystal's post)



CHAMELEON CIRCUIT - Everything is Ending
I don't watch Dr. Who, so I just pretend this song is about whatever I want it to be about if it's somewhat sombre.


THE BEATLES - I'm Looking Through You
Arguable my favorite beatles song, idk, this is probably the only song in this whole list which will be fully true to the "you've changed" theme. I don't know.


ALEX DAY - Forever Yours
Apparently, this is about "you've changed", remember?
And all the remixes of this lol.


DANIEL AHEARN - I will let you go


RELIENT K - Who I am hates who I've been
I'm really bad at the which words to capitalize in song titles.
This is the acoustic version, I thought it was more sympathetic to the theme.


SIMON AND GARFUNKEL - Bookends
I never realized there were so many songs that could be construed this way!


GIRLS - How can I say I love you
Acoustic version. Sorry. I think I've put this in everything but the christmas one.


HURRICANE BELLS - Into the Ocean (cover)
This isn't. It was just one of my favorite songs for a while.

I think I did alright.
Six.

Do you have an hsc music vice?

I think mine are all these Alison Weiss covers she did a few years back.

SHE REMINDS ME SO MUCH OF SOMEONE, but I just can’t decide on who it was. I think it might’ve just been herself or something.

I’ve been thinking lately (because I have a study deficit), about expectations to reality ratios. What do they denote of? If your expectations are around your reality, does that make you a realist? Or does it just mean you are having a time in your life where you’ve accepted what’s going on around you for a while? Or does it never happen, are expectations always miles above reality? Is it different for everyone? Oh my gosh I have to do a pip oh no.

Oh my gosh economics, oh no.

Chris? Akif? Kaveh? I’m not sure, but someone in my legal class, in the other eco class told me that Mrs. Ford makes everything seem easy.

Sometimes my dad does things, and I think “aww, what a sweetheart”, but most of the time, the things he does are pretty jerk-ish. People like that kind of annoy me, because it’s just a personality trait that is such a point of conflict (okay, that doesn’t even make sense). I feel like most of my life is like that. Just when I lose faith in something/someone, it/they does/do something that makes me like them for a little longer.

I have refrained from listening to “do what you love” for the past fortnight.

I'm going to listen to it now. It's not like refraining inspired any studying or the like.

Ever since I decided I had problems concentrating (or rather, this website told me I had symptoms of stuff), I've felt so much better about myself. Or alternatively, I just felt good about myself today.

Now, I just kind of think "yay, you did this for half an hour without thinking of anything else, at this rate you could read the textbook twice before the exam!", instead of "you only did this for half an hour :(".

The website also gave me lots of helpful tips, which I noticed none of them I was currently doing.

So yeah. Google doctor up some problem, and then you can stop blaming yourself and feel good about yourself when you do something.

I also realized today I pat people on the arm a lot, like, all parts of the arm, and that if anyone did that to me, I'd probably feel somewhat uncomforatble, so I'm going to try to stop doing that now. I think I've almost stopped with annoying sounds. We're getting there.

Tom Fletcher (Mcfly's) sister, btw.


These are gifs btw lol, sorry if they aren't working for you.

The most hilarious thing I have seen this month.
Idk if this is weird if you don't know who Alex Day is.
Actually. I think it's weird even if you do.

Also, my name (and Jacob, Bella, Edward, Jessica and Charlie) are on boost wyng tomorrow!

Also, because of the Alex Day thing, I looked up his older song, "Forever Yours" that he was trying to get to no. 1 in the UK Christmas Charts, and it was on wikipedia!, and I read, "The song's lyrics describe "accepting that all you will be with someone is friends and that being enough.""

I had no idea.

It also says, "Day has stated that "the theme of the song is friendship", and that they "just wanted to pay homage to the kind of silly videos you might make when you were young, with your mates"." and "Day has described the track as "a simple great dance pop song that a lot of people can get behind.""

oh my gosh, I have the concentration span of a young dog, it's starting to become a problem.